I was a stay at home mother. After my daughter was born in 1989, I intended to return to work to my job as an executive assistant, but we were able to manage on one income. That involved moving across the country to a more affordable place, but it was fine, and we loved living in Regina, SK for six years. We had two boys while we lived there. There never seemed a good time to return to work, and there was nothing I really wanted to pursue particularly. I worked on my degree in history while raising my kids. I have no regrets.
That does not mean, however, that I wouldn't have gone back to work if I'd had something which I was doing before and wanted to return to. I grew up with mother who worked periodically and I went to a church which did not promote the idea that we were better Christians if we stayed home. One of the women who was a mentor to me worked outside the home. I actually had thoughts of becoming a teacher once I finished university when we returned to Ontario in 1996.
It wasn't until we homeschooled that I was introduced to the notion that stay at home mothers were apparently more "holy" than other women. The church I attended, while very conservative (and yes, kept women in their place as regards church leadership) had many women who worked and sent their children to day cares without being castigated or made to feel inferior.
When it came to staying home or working, the person's opinion which mattered the most was my husband's. Part of being a Christian is discerning God's wisdom for one's own situation, not following along with an arbitrary standard established by someone who doesn't actually know us. My husband was fine either way. It astounds me now to hear that in a day and age when we have advanced technology and better understanding of humanity, we still have people banging on about women staying home full-time. And some of the worst culprits are other women. Rather than supporting other women, they like to judge other women and criticize them. On social media, of course, where they can spout off whatever ignorant assumptions they want, have others like their comments, and they can feel superior.
I just want to say this to those women: back off. Just mind your own business. You don't know these women you bash. I understand you are convicted about your choices. That's great. Live our your decisions without regret and I hope you flourish in your situation. But just back off of other women.
It's concerning to me that they call themselves Christians and then live with a continual dialogue of negativity, gossip, and self-importance. They couch their disdain in phrases like, "I can't imagine just giving my precious children to someone else to raise." That's code for: you working moms basically suck. They talk about how it "breaks their hearts" to see other women work and send their kids to daycare. Why don't you let your heart break for someone like the poor in your community? the single women who can barely get by? the lonely widow who has no one to care for her?
I will confess to feeling a little superior when I was in circles which promoted this bias toward stay at home mothers. I was wrong. I embraced that view so I could fit in neatly to a little clique in Christianity. It made me feel so holy and wonderful. Again, I was wrong. I don't like that version of myself. I used to blog my arrogant assumptions and judgment. I was wrong. Sometimes, one of the best things we can do is say, "I was wrong." It leaves a lot room for growth when we admit we are wrong, and we re-evaluate our thoughts.
If someone asks me for parenting advice or how we ran our family, I am reluctant to give it. I always preface it with the reality that I don't know their family well enough. I say what worked for us. And I always encourage any young mother to follow her gut. Maybe that isn't "Christian" enough, but my conscience doesn't trouble me when I say that. Sometimes, less is more.
And I have stopped giving my unsolicited parenting and family advice online to total strangers. For the first time in my Christian life, I feel at peace with where I am. That peace gives me freedom to encourage others with their choices and offer support when there are difficulties.
So, just back off. Go back to homeschooling your children, tending your homes and your urban homesteads and be grateful for whatever you have. For all you know, while you're ranting about other people's parenting, your child needs you for something, and you're not available to them; which is what staying home with your kids is all about, no?